It's September 15th.
For a week I've found myself regularly thinking... "At this time 14 years ago.."
FOURTEEN!
I am amazed at where I've been.
How far I've come.
And I often say it's #BecauseOfAndrew
And it is~partly.
It's funny~ September 15th.
It was the worst day of my life. It was the best day of my life.
Today I have already been moved by friends who have and are doing acts of kindness #BecauseOfAndrew
~ But like that day I am reminded of the number 2.
There were two very extreme emotions that day.
Two reasons for streaming tears.
Two amazing little boys that changed me.
So while I remember the boy who broke my heart,
Today I also think of the boy who began healing it.
My reason.
The reason I could find my breath after crying so hard I couldn't breathe.
The reason I could get up after my knees would buckle when it was too hard to stand.
The reason I COULD live.
It was all~ #BecauseOfJonasen
And so begins another September 15th where
I will remember.
I will grieve.
I will celebrate.
I will cry.
I will smile.
I will try my best to give to others an ounce of what I have been given~
#BecauseOfThem
Happy Birthday my Sweet Andrew & Jonasen!
Love you both more than you know!
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